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故事的标题: 幸福背影

2010-04-08T00:39:00.000-07:00

幸福背影

原来每个人的背影都述说了,不同的故事!!
看着她的背影,有一股令人心酸的感觉.
仿佛她的人生里发生了许多不愉快的事.
但她只能一个人独自的面对一切种种的困难.
她的微笑隐藏了多少的眼泪.
她的悲,她的苦,又有谁能理解??
她的欢笑能继续持续下去吗?
走到了人生的尽头的时候,她最后的遗憾又是什么呢?

2009-10-09T00:38:00.000-07:00

Updates of post are at this link :

http://mikale-blurgirl.tumblr.com/

Exam over.

2009-08-30T09:32:00.000-07:00

Exam is over. And it's holiday now. Hahas. I am going to find job. Need money urgently. lolx. There so much things to do the following days. Hahas.lots of photo not yet updated. Need to tidy up my cardboard. Grr.!!

There are lots of changes in my life. I found out be it good or bad, I still have to move on with my life. Continue to work hard for my dream. Continue to strive. "How big I Can Make It, Is How Far I Can Go"

Hehe, I had created another blog http://mikale-blurgirl.tumblr.com/
This webpage was rather cool. With the help of Peiwen, I created one.
hahas.And I like it. So next time probably will update that blog more often than this bah.
hehe.peeps do check it out :D

Tomorrow is Teacher's Day. I missed my secondary school life uh!! The teachers who have taught me, the food I had during recess.

So I am going back to look for my ex teacher to wish them HAPPY TEACHER"S DAY :)
However, It's kind of pity, quite a few of my favorite teachers was not in ZSS le.

Yawn!!.Eyes is closing soon.

Exam Stress

2009-08-20T12:06:00.000-07:00

Is it there is problem with blog? can anyone tell me?

Now is like 3 am plus. Like 10 more hours to my exam.
I had prepared, yet I am afraid I could not do well.
I have been sleepless this few nights. *sleepy but cant sleep*
Somehow now, I felt the fear inside me and nervous.
However, I told myself that I will try my best. :D
and really hope that tomorrow my brain still will work well for me.
and energy I had left would not used up so fast.

Now my mind could not stop thinking about all the metabolism & intermediates .
(Medical BioChemistry)
But I love learning all this :*

hehe.memorizing indeed takes up lots of space in my brain. *going to burst T.T*
lolx. I think poly students now are preparing hard for studies and exam?
Jiayou to Baby, My classmates , my besties and to all who knows me and mugging hard for exam derh.
And of cause my brother & Changlin who are going to have O level soon.

Jiayou ! Jiayou ! (:
Good Luck *************
*Yawn* nights readers

Continue

2009-06-18T10:00:00.000-07:00

Mikale me!!!(:

An outing with Sem, Jingxue and Baby(:
to AMK hub.

An outing with Baby, Peiwen & Felicia to Plaza Sin.(:

So noob face..!!

naughty noobies us :D

Photos above are overdue hehe...lolx!!:P

Today the result was out, though It was not a happy ending
but at least all of us had put in effort. :)
Thanks to him for his guidance :D
Indeed learn something from him and my team members.
Hope that we will continue to work hard together with him.
And of cause to all of us (NRA) Jiayou(:

Thank thanks Baby for your encouragement
and your support during this period when I was about to give up.

Thanks to all who have been giving me support.
esp Kaili, Sophan, Caiyi, Elena and Sem
and of cause
to my CRAZY team members for letting me to go through together with them:D

For my next few days will be in camp lor!!.

Moving on

2009-06-17T09:36:00.000-07:00

Hahas.some overdue picture to start my post...

revision in library.Bo liao!!(:

Momentum went to support NRA(:

spagettis besties(:

Back again here to write down what I am thinking now,
or what I wish to say in here.
It is the one who listen to me without complaining that I am noisy.
so what I am gonna to say here now is

Never give up till the end!!
why not do our best before we say that we could not do it at all.
sometimes, this is how I encourage Qi.
But I found out it was rather easier to say out than act.

I remember that night, I cant stop thinking that how can I move on in dancing.
cause I fear of people looking at me,
and how will I react toward comments about me.
the fear inside me, trigger my mind to think of giving up cause I was afraid.
However, I knew if now I do not give myself a chance to give it a try ,
how would I know I will fail/success!!
so I decided to move on.
and now I putting my heart into in, so to feel......

that's another part of story in TohSinEe's life.
there is a period of time,
I had many things for me to deal with.
and I am STUCK.

Cause I cannot separate myself nor either I have magic.
that kind of feeling is so s**k, whenever you could not handle all the matter together
or to cope with the time management.
But to explain to the people around you to make them understand is like so hard.
and when they could not understand for why you could not make it, heart feel kind of sad.
Also could not deny that I am not stuck when I am in such a state.

So I trying my best in everything I have to do.
and no matter what I do not wish to give up in anything that I have with.
I will continue to treasure you all for being part of my life (:, and thanks for what is happening in my life, cause I am still living now. (Right?)

Life never always goes the way we want. Life is not always sweet. This is because
we are to learn to find that little bit of happiness in bitter life we are going through.

heart beats like so fast, thinking about tomorrow what is going to happen....

2009-06-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

Keke.baby filled the balloon with water.

total 6 cupcakes for Mikale:D

Above cute design of cupcakes is bought by beloved baby
yesterday when we was at Ngee ann city.
hahas.so cute, and it taste real nice and sweet.
came back from dance class at night.
"Need to train my basic,it's so poor"
:(
Today rather had a slack school day.
had celebration of Jack & Ricky birthday at school
& off I went over to meet Baby at 253 to have our lunch
Jiaming joined us too:D
keke.we had played a kind of couple test game by jm.
lolx.was rather fun(:
here I am off to revise my test
Left 6 more days....):
No much time left for me, I have so much left undone.
I need break!!
so that I wont overshot the bus stop again.
so blur...

30.5.09

2009-05-29T10:15:00.001-07:00

Right now, I feel like closing my eyes.
However, I feel so much energy inside me,that makes me awake.
hahas.lolx.contradicting myself.
anway, my post today was to wish my beloved NAUGHTY brother
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENGKONG.
keke.wish that he will stay happy & healthy always.
and of cause he will be cheerful boy!
and he can score well for his O level this year:D
though he is mischievous, but he is my BEST brother.
I am glad that all along he was with me.
or else I guess I would have be......
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER(:
hope you enjoy these few days celebration,be it with us, girlfriend or friends.
LOVE tohengkong always.

stop

2009-05-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

laughing at ouside,
tears will be laughing at me inside.
Give me a paper and a pen.
write down all the why,how,where,who,what.
and sort out all the thoughts.
my mind is going to burst.
it's like pumping the balloon without stopping,
and it will burst anytime.
how come brain do not have eraser.

Speechless

2009-05-21T08:32:00.000-07:00

heex.the tiny & cute plant especially for Baby(:

though it's small,but it is strong.

however, it need care and love too

in order to grow well...

I am not sure how am I doing today.

but totally no strength deep in me.
or can say could not really focus in whatever I was doing.
Just finished my assignment,
this afternoon,guess where I went.
"Queensway ikea"
My group member Liqin and I went there to do research.
I bought a very cute plant in the ikea.
lolx.it seems a bit weird but I like that plant.
it's cute, and is bought espcially for baby.
the plant was displayed at his study table.
(I hope that the plant will be well grown and baby could take good care of it)
at night, went to meet up with miss lok, sarah,charlie and corny
for prata session at gombak.
it was rather a joke eating session.
a lot of crap and jokes, that made all of us laugh non stop.
(but actually, maybe sarah & me are the ones that keep laughing)
write till here,i realised i have nothing to say,
right now,my mood is so low.

cause I am totally speechless.
if only I am heartless, then i wont be betraying me.

Laughter is the best medicine.

2009-05-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

Al.Cl.Jm
(they are buddies/ brothers of mie)

oops.I was rather ugly in this pic

Right now, I felt so sleepy but my mood was rather good after a day long.
Basically today I had kind of slack school day.
had a full and yummy lunch together with Baby.
thanks Baby (:
went home at around 4 smth to had mum's cooked dinner,
and off i took bus to school for dance.

today raining, it was rather a good weather to me.
and cooling of cause(:
keke.after dance went to plaza cafe cartel, together with Alexis and Sheryl.
(hope this time din spell wrong name)
lolx.3 of us had wonderful fries with half the price.
isnt that great? keke.we ate alot, and happily chatting.

and surprised enough to see Jm,Al,Cl (3 bros) outside the cafe cartel again.
though they say goodbye to me before that,thought they went home le.
tok crap with them along the way home,thanks that they acpy me walk home.
and thanks to them for brighten my mood becos of their jokes.lolx
a cup of cooling Mac flurry.yuppies(:

is my hand recovering, nope not at all.
gosh!! but is still functionable, lolx. (rather lame)

next i have to do is my proposal, assignment, lab reports and i need to mental prepare,
tomo going to release my test result. abit worried..zz!!

Just get used to it.

2009-05-17T09:27:00.000-07:00

Guess Who is this.lolx. Miss lok

Mikale & Xueyi(:

Mie & Huixian :D

At night, 3 of the girls, simply meet up for chatting.
Though it's short,but it made parts of my memories.

lolx.we bought quite a lot of food to munch.
but kept hearing xy say: "the food is oily"
hahas.otah was rather spicy.keke.
take cares my dear xueyi & Huixian as well to joanne,woanrei & leilei(:
miss you gIRLs lots.

Today was rather a simple day, but I enjoyed it. I had a bowl of yummy prawn noodle soup prepared by Baby's mum. heex.and I love the chocolate filled with peanuts so much. However, the sadded part of my day was, my left hand not yet recovered,yet pain at times.

Mama say: "bring you go other sinseh (chinese physician) again"
Mie: "huh..wont recover again how?"
keke.my mind was thinking, oops I scare the acupunture sia & need to spend $$ le ):!!
Guess what needle poking my hand is PAIN!!
But I know deep in my heart,she cares for my hand.hehe:D

Endure & endure

2009-05-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

I have been feeling unwell the whole day.
attend school only half day.
no strength to do anything, no energy to even talk.
just like a zombie in the daylight :P

until night time, after a nice bath, i then feel refresh :D
actually, i want to say here is anyone know medical?
though i study medical science but, i am helpless at easing the pain of my hand.
sob sob ):
left hand is not obeying to me, it hurts, it hurts so much.

i think i am kind of blur in taking good care of myself. derh!!
and i am 18 years old now!!
haha.i guess i am good at only torturing myself??
anyway i will be fine after all, cause i am.....

endure and endure and endure
life is about endure?
i need to learn how to endure the feeling
(tired, sad, angry, disappointed, cry and more)
so that i can become stronger, be independent like who i am last time.
; a cheerful and strong girl??
there are times that i could not deny that i am at lost.
i am lost in things that i put in effort in
(hand pain..grrr)

actually i have poor memory, thus happening in my life was written in blog,
what if one day, i could not remember anything,blog would be the best way for me to recall.
(true ?)

my memories are shallow. deep in my heart, what was my thoughts?
i do not understand myself sometimes.

Painkiller pls!!

2009-05-13T09:35:00.000-07:00

lolx.this is me.

Just finish my revision.
Now it is time for me to rest.
Grrs..my left hand and the back of mine hurt so much.
I need PAINKILLER.
I feel like crying at times when it hurts.
i thought it would recover after i visited the physician.
but it seems the opposite effect ):
Anyone know how to stop the pain for me?
sob sob ): so numb & pain.

two more days to medical biochemistry quiz.
i not sure why am i feeling anxious?
the fear of failure, or the fear of lost?
but if i would give up easily,
then i am not me. right?
so, for now i could only study hard, and continue to study hard.
& will work hard for myself, and those people who supports & help me.
appreciate that lots.(:
living in such a competitive world, hardly that we would not feel pressurized
but does not mean that stupid people could not survive,
who have the will the courage the determination,
they will survive somehow by means of way.
Life is it meant to challenge us, to put us in difficult situation,
forcing us to make a decision that we do not wish to face.
and learning to forgive and forget.
lolx!! there is no answer,
i guess some of the question might have appear in anyone of our minds.
learn and to experience the answer in our life journey,
i think this maybe the way to our desire answer :P

I wish to have some time to keep my eyes close.
& he will stand by me always.
Smile, tomorrow will bring hopes for us.

下雨天

2009-05-03T07:28:00.000-07:00

怎样的雨怎样的夜?

一个人撑伞

雨要多大天要多黑?

一个人擦泪

下雨天

wish to be alone.

Dead Beat

2009-05-01T10:29:00.000-07:00

Me & Sarah

Mikale

Baby & Me

Simply two words to describe my day, is dead beat. hahas.lolx.just now on my way home together with xueyi,something so scary happened that made us freak out. Thinking of it,also makes me feel eerie. Today was rather a busy day for everyone in spagettis. Today, is labour day!!lolx.i celebrate my labour day with all my collegues. and I spent it so happily despite I am now dead beat. I had xueyi and Sarah together with me(: lolx.

Was thankful to Rahu and Marvin for helping me during closing.hahas.or else I would be staying till very late. keke.I think that's all for my post today, my eyes is closing soon...Zzzzz!!

Time to think through when to end.
but who out there can understand what am i thinking?

Her sacrifice

2009-04-27T07:16:00.000-07:00

On the phone,on my way back home;
(hokkien)
''Ah girl,are you on your way back'', asked my granny
"yea I am on my way back" I answered
The moment I reached home, she prepared food for me to eat,
she got a cup of barley that she cooked for me.
She never emphasize on how much effort she had put for us.
she remained silent, her silent contribution,
sometimes I do agree I take her for granted, but..
deep in my heart, after ah gong had left,
I knew I never want any of my love ones leave before me.
because it is a painful memory and a scar that i had to wear forever.
the need to endure when you miss them,the endurance you had to put up with the fact is they had left us.
I looked at granny's face,she looked older and her face was much more wrinkled.
her action was getting slower,she was getting weaker.
whenever she fall sick, started to get worried that she might leave me at any point of time,
but as she recover, thanks god she was beside me laughing happily.
(Love ones around me are not allow to leave before me,be it I am selfish.)
a simple of her concern, warmth my heart deeply.
cannot imagine what would happen,if one day any of love ones would leave this world.

"Emo face"
):

Hao Kun Orh.

2009-04-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

A SPACE OF MINE!!
(Am I in a different world)

*Today is the 1st time, I dream of my ah gong, the dream seems so real that he was alive and chatting so happily together with me,
but he vanished the moment I open my eyes! And drop of tears rolling down. somehow,I feel that he wants to translate something to me??*

thought and just thoughts

2009-04-24T08:58:00.000-07:00

Basically, the weather was rather hot today.
anyone disagree?
makes me feel quite boredom and mood swing.
Had breakfast together with Baby at canteen 2.
Baby feeling sick,he went home aft which.
while I went to gym with Charlene.
Feel refreshed aft work out and a bath.
went to 2 hrs lectures,then my school ended at 4.
meet up with vanessa to our space to slack,had a very impt NRA meeting at 5.30.
After the NRA meeting, it was around 6.30 plus.
then make my way back saw baby so sickly.
I am glad that even though Baby was sick he still come to school to accompany me in the morning.
hugs hugs Bbies.
reach home,had grandma's yummy cooking.
my day just ended like this.
THAT' all.

*I must hang on.*

Road is up and down

2009-04-22T07:21:00.000-07:00

Just finish my revision on MBio.
Basically, today I attended 6 hour of lectures.
My mind was filled with all biology,chemistry,and more to come.
My brain could not stop thinking, I am kind of afraid that I might screw up this sem.
Cause this semester module is harder than I can think of.
And found myself sort of dump?
(But I will not give up easily,since I walk till here,never give up till I cant hang on)
JIA YOU!! JIA YOU!!
Ended my school at 4.30 plus, but took bus home at around 5plus.
Together with Kor, Eric and zheng jie
(say to meet up to go bk bbp tgt, my secondary school mates)
Thanks to them, they create a lot of laughter.
to let me forget troubles for that moment.
Lolx. I reached home & bath right away, ate mum's delicious cooking.
watched taiwan series show with mum,she enjoyed lots,me too.
(mum's laughter is always so beautiful in my heart)
hahas.baby sleeping at home,not by my side,miss him lots):
after which took my lab & lecture notes to revise.
this three days,had done 3 lab report.
(gonna be crazy with lab reports,hee)
and now I miss baby so much wish to see his "act cute" face, that makes me smile.
hahas.gonna stop posting,going to study.
hee.JIAYOU!!

To G.angel:
We will work hard together,never give up though it
is tough.hahas.Jiayou.(: smile is the courage to move on.
so smile more.n tk lots of cares(:

Starts of sch day.

2009-04-20T10:45:00.000-07:00

Login in at 1.45 am.
It was rather late now, just finish my lab report.
today is the first day of sch.
Summary of what I did today.

1. Meet up with G.angel to NP.
(saw quite a lot of familiar faces on the bus to np,& omg the bus is so packed)

2.Practical the whole day
(lolx.hee.starts sch from 9 til 6.staying inside the lab the whole day.)
* one word " sleepy " to describe my mood in school, but happy that ii am back with the same classs 1mo4*

3.Went to meet baby after school
(so happy that baby come fetch me,my burden is lessen)
*laptop and I bought the lecture notes is HEAVY like don nod wat!!*
Thanks Baby(:

4.Had dinner at Baby's hs
(his mama bought yummy dinner back.keke.nice!!)

5.Surprised for Alvin Lian")
(Happy Birthday to Alvin)

^_^ lastly Baby bought me a Kinder JOY, that cheer me up(:
I got a cute dog toy.yuppie!!
And I was safely home with Baby's companion and help me carry heavy stuffs.
Thank Baby!!.

That's all about my life today.
Though it was kind of sleepy mode for me, but I enjoyed myself,
esp with C.A, on the way to meet baby aft sch.
heex.It's kind of dump upon thinking about it.
tire.yawn.and sleepy.
here I go to chat with Baby and sleep soon....good nights to all(:

U-Turn change

2009-04-17T09:11:00.000-07:00

* A random picture took at JP interchange while waiting for bus to home
(baby purposely make his eyes small so same as me)

Safely home with Baby's companion(:

Went over to Clarance Bro house, for dinner gathering.
hee.his baby Cadance was so cute.
But sadly did not take any pictures of her.
Jie jie ordered 3 medium pizza of different flavors for me & baby.
thank you very much to korkor & jiejie
I had so much laughter talking to korkor.Miss them so much.
surprisingly, jiujiu came over too.lolx!!
(It's too coincidence.)
afternoon,ting came over to my house too for necklace.
hahas,thanks to her for helping me to advertise(:
And hope she like the necklace.
hahas.I going to sleep soon.
so my day will just end so nicely and quietly.

*Hope that change will be for the better.
& no more happenings.

If I Were a BOY.

2009-04-16T09:52:00.000-07:00

Two words to describe the mood of my day.
*Sickly & Upset*
Just came back from work and had a nice bath.
My eyes was in pain and shoulder ache,headache.
all kinds of mao bing finding me again.
Lucky today working was not a trouble for me.
But alot of washing for me,as I was only the runner.
However thankfully to one of the guy waiter which I saw him the first time.
He was kind enough to help out with my washing
and teaching me how to clear the coffee machine.
Went to have supper together with my dearest xueyi.
(*I thought i would see him,but.I miss baby so much)
both of us are like hungry ghost??
But I had no appetite, my mood was really totally down.
puke after eating the food.
(*oops xueyi,din let you know)
and went home after wards,here I am to post.
But now feel really unwell,maybe that will the end of my post for today.
tomorrow will be a better day for me(:
(*I guess)

*Right now I miss baby lots.

Stubborn

2009-04-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

在着几天以来,领略了
其实,有时侯,并不是说有了执着,
任何一样事情就回成功.
太过于执着,就会让自己掉落陷阱里,最终伤痕累累.
也许有时侯,该放手时就要学着放手,
值得珍惜就用心去珍惜.
并不是说属于自己的就一定是自己.
拥有一切也并不代表人生是完美.
因为快乐不是等于完美,而是从不完美中找寻出完美.
也许应尝试在暇疵中找出真正的快乐.
:)

If I Were A Boy - Beyonce

在天空上的星星,会学着自己坚强.

学着放下一切不属于自己的.

因为星星会为别人而照亮

childhood

2009-04-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

*oops.save image from G.angel blog.
this is the picture of christina,shanting,ME,elena(:
They came over to my house,at evening to have a gathering & ordered pizza too.
(sob.haorens could not come,but hope they can join us on fri?)

It seems like the memory of childhood is so blur.
what I had been through,I only can recall some.
what stays in my mind left only that bits of parts.
will the roles of people that played along in my life journey leave me one by one?
CONFUSED _ WORRY

Right now,I miss Baby so much.

Sentosa & Gathering

2009-04-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

*At Sentosa.yuppies(:
Hee.went to Sentosa with Baby today finally during evening.

*My favorite picture at sentosa.hahas.
we took sky rider. so scary!!
still got more photos but is in camera will upload again next time perhaps.

*Enjoyed with Baby.
Thank Bbies for accompany(:
Love him.

snapshot of his.

*5 cute girls the necklace bought by xinhui(:
Mine is Black de

Do I look fuuny & silly??

Guess who this??
My sweetie Christina.

My chouhaoren.hahas.she brought back the funny specs from china.
And we took it to play & take photos.!!

This is ChunHui,hahas.

And of cause Shanting.dada.our cheerful apple(:

xinhui is back from china le.hahas.

Gathering at her house(:
see the thing we holding,a gift by haoren which she bought at china.

I am so happy that we were once again gather together.
hahas.miss them lots!!

I am glad that they were the best pals of mine.
Thank Girls. And beloved xinhui for the gifts!!
hahas.that's all for my post today..

*feel happy happy.(:

Recall

2009-04-12T10:02:00.000-07:00

I had changed my blogskin le.

hahas.I like this design.
hmm.this few days have been busy,so din really post.
I did nothing much, besides sick,work & outings.
Time pass real fast,left one more week to school reopen le.
I think still got more photo to upload once I got the photos.

On the double decker bus(:

Celebration Of Beloved Mum's birthday

28/3/09
Still got a few photo but cant be uploaded,there is some problem with it.
hahas.that girl beside my mama is my beloved godsister & also my mum's
gan nu er(:
That day, Didi,his girlfriend, Baby were together too!!
Enjoyed lots.

HuiQi & Joanne

10/4/09
4 Girls. (Jiemeis)

We gave Joanne a surprised for her birthday(:

Birthday Girl, Joanne

After so long,we finally gather together, I am so happy. And I missed them so much.
Love them always.

Sickly Sickly ..

2009-04-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

今天是雨天.
刚放工,感觉好疲惫加上,病还没痊愈.
声音还是沙沙的
我想这次是严重的病发,一天比一天更惨.
(cough cough)
今天,是第二次在新的环境下做工,抱着病病的状态,去做工.
哈哈.我的经理 Clarance (a humorous guy) 说:
'' You sure you can work,want go home?''
I reply: " of cause can or else I wont come"
he reply: "you dont faint halfway or else I help you 人工呼吸"
guess what I reply:
"I think I sure die after that" (hehe.oops)
Recalled back on the first day of my work, ( on saturday)
I felt very "suckx" , maybe is due to unwell & having fever during working.
Nevertheless, It's because of one female staff.
Oh My God she BULLY me.
She must have got eyes problem. Never see properly who am I.
(lolx.as if I am a bad girl) hahas :D
Today I think I could not control, she really thought I am that easily bully.
No way gonna be like that, but of cause I din bully her back lah,just go against her little bit.
Aiya anyway, I think all i can do is heck care her.
However, today I think I enjoyed working despite her bully action towards me.
I got to know one chef, name ah de. He was from m'sia too.
he treated me a tiramisu. Wee.super happy sia!!
Guess what he say he like kind of saw me before at m'sia.
lolx.abit strange, but m'sia so big, really he can confirm is me??
Glad to have xueyi,sarah,charlie,rahu,clarance,angel, and ah de, all my working collegues that guide me and help out with me esp with the female that BULLIES me. (damm)
hahas.so long never post, once post it seems that I got alot to say.(: (lOLs)
going to rest soon, but b4 that 2 more things that I am very happy
hahas.Bbies going to learn drving le.
(can drive me everywhere right?)
lastly, my chou hao ren going to come back from china le.
hehe.so hoping to meet up with chou hao ren,huairen,chun hui and dear shan ting.yea yea(:

I hope that my illness can recover soon!!hahas.

Not Again

2009-04-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

April Fool just passed!!.
I had fool people also kana fool back.
(I was damn foolish.hehe)
just talk finish with Bbies on phone,he went to sleep le.
just a short post will do before I go and meet my sleeping angel.
today my nanny was hospitalized,I was very shocked & worried.
(met up with G.angel and encourage her,abt her granny in the hospital,and it's end up I got to know the news of my granny being hospitalized)
Indeed memory flash back, as though back to that night.
I don want the same story to happen again.
I don wan anyone close to me to leave,
I would rather be the one who suffer.
this is what call LIFE.
Life is unpredictable, we dont know what will happen next.
treasure the times with our dearest families
tell them we LOVE them.
and we are leaving in real world,time wont return back for us to treasure anyone that had left us.
Though it's cruel, But it is LIFE.
once it's gone, it is FOREVER gone.!!!
and now I miss calling my Ah gong.
I miss asking him, "have you eaten".
everything seems normal, but I know deep in my heart,
I cant forget the night, how he had left us,
the surroundings around him.
And I hope that my ah gong would stay happy whenever he is.
oops.Till now I realized i written a lot but not short.
I am sleepy,here I go le.
ByeBye to all my readers.
Good nites(:

我好.....

2009-03-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

以过了一天了,

我还在发烧...

我看我需要给自己喝很多很多水对吧?

刚刚送奶奶到楼下,她要回家咯.

我也到家附近的大笼沟,待一下.

望着天空,要下雨了.

那所以待会儿会下雨吗?

你知道我先在希望谁在我身边吗?

I hope to dance.

2009-03-25T10:43:00.000-07:00

Went for dance practice today.

It was so fun.
The routine today was so enjoyable.
aih.I look closer at my eyes, I got eye bag.
maybe i've been sleeping late,
was crazy about a HongKong drama.
"Heart of Greed 2"(moonlight resonance)
this show is full of family ties, and really depicts the problem & life
of the relationship between families.
*dont take anyone for granted*
And I learn something too from the drama.
Today I got the photos for the last few outings from weileng le.
heex.so happy ya.
thanks you weileng(;
shall upload the photos again next time worh,so stay tune!!
(sound like FM....zzz.)
Before I end this naggy post,
To all my dear friends, take lots of cares worh.
And drink lot of water.
smile oways(; hee.

Anyone got job intro,seriously need a job.
hahas.
And do visit my online blog shop:
http://www.charm-your-dream.blogspot.com

Question question mark?

2009-03-23T21:28:00.000-07:00

Feeling confuse now,aiyo..
Later have to go for dance le & venture meeting
heehee
JIAYOU tse.(:
""a smile will make you feel relax""
so SMILE more :D
when you feel tense.

tell me how am I going to move on?

Ties

2009-03-22T08:07:00.001-07:00

get it?

Falling Sick le.

2009-03-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

I am falling sick le.
sore throat,running nose come & find me liao.
This few days I had been busy with sort of stuffs,
and guess what I din realise that tomo is our result release.
haha.so at here ii wish to wish my bbies, friends & classmates
"Good Luck & all e best"
Anyway, quite sickly so shall let pictures depict what ii had been through
the last few days & weeks.

1 Year Anniversary & Bbies birthday.

Dinner at Astons on 12/3/09

Hee.miie & muaii flower given by bbies(:

*the cute couple bear bear.

*Dinner at Billy Bombers when help bbies celebrate b'dae.

*Bbies with the flowers & photo albums given by miie(:
*Love ChanGengFai lots.
And thanks Bbies for the memories you given me.(:

Next:
An outing with beloved Candy(:

a wonderful outing tgt with her.

Next:
Alvin Thoo Birthday Celebration at Turf City.

*yupps.smile(:

Next:
Picx of baby Jingwei & m'sia cousin (small baby cousin)

*tanyide.

*m'sia cousin came over to s'pore.
(haf lunch at sakae sushi,oyishii)

*jiujiu & miie.

*Cute little jingwei,haven gt the chance to see her in m'sia.
heex.so cute sia.esp her smile.

Next:
Jobweeks.picx of cub scout that I had take.

miie.jiajie.

miie.chongyan.

miie.sakina

miie.jane
lolx.actually still got eriko, but don nod where the photo of mie & her go le.
anyway she's a cute gal who is a mix, father indonesian & mum is japanese.

Tat's all for today.
But still got one more thin.
hahas.My best friend & I had open an online shop,
which is successfully open ytd.
heex.any readers or my dear friends that read my blog,
do fork out some time and visit my online shop blog at:
http://www.charm-your-dream.blogspot.com/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bbies.

2009-03-11T11:06:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my Bbies(:
&
Happy 1 Year Anniversary too(:

time pass real fast,is one year le.
thanks.treasure the times ii had with him.
heex.a wonderful & well planned surprise for him.
thanks lots to lian,jx,lj,caiyi,benny,thoo for your help.
& thanks weileng,cl,cw,peiwen,bbies's parent to made this celebration a wonderful one.
Had our dinner at near phoenix.
a scrumptious & delicious dinner filled our stomach,followed by b'dae cake singing session.
lolx.of cos not forgetting photo taking. (thanks weileng)
Aft which, we all went bk home,due to the plan cant be carried out.
I acpy bbies till 1smth.
12.3.09 had reached & i say happy birthday(:
hahas.but jus nw happen smth when dear send mie to tk cab,tat scare the freak out of mie.
but it is also hilarious,lucky bbies is safe lah!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bbies.
love eu lots

Cathay

2009-03-10T10:36:00.000-07:00

Looking at laptop 1.40am
Tonight,I & Bbies went to Cathay to help him celebrate his B'dae.
heex.had our dinner at Billy Bombers.
hmm.was intend to bring him go Aston,but guess what hais.
It is FULLED!! (somemore ppl queing outside)
omg.both of us were very hungry decided to change venue.
hahas.thus had dinner BB. We were very very full.
Does the food taste nice? erm.ii prefer aston!!(:
next went over to plaza Sing.intending to catch a movie.but no movies for us.
thus,went bk to CCK interchange.
the cck cinema was closed.
went over to pasar malam.bought the marshmallow choco fondew.
yummie so nice & sweet")
walked our way back to Bbies's hs.
heex.gif him a surprise.
Then went home,here am i blogging aft bathing.
1 more days le.yewhoo..(:
Thanks lots to belove PeiWen(:

(幸福背影)

2009-03-08T10:46:00.000-07:00

原来每个人的背影都述说了,不同的故事!!
看着她的背影,有一股令人心酸的感觉.
仿佛她的人生里发生了许多不愉快的事.
但她只能一个人独自的面对一切种种的困难.
她的微笑隐藏了多少的眼泪.
她的悲,她的苦,又有谁能理解??
她的欢笑能继续持续下去吗?
走到了人生的尽头的时候,她最后的遗憾又是什么呢?

故事的标题: 幸福背影

No $$ life is stuck??

2009-03-06T07:16:00.000-08:00

Just came back from North point.
hahas.had an outing tgt with Bbies,
weileng,lian,caiyi,benny,jx,lj,thoo(:
we went to had japanese food for our dinner.
there is purely japanese food court.
ii & bbies ate sort of like stone pot rice with beef,unagi.
yummie.it's nice.
ii also had a interesting jelly juice & egg shape of vanilla ice cream.
aft which shop around the shopping cantre.
took photos,talk,chitchat.loxl!!
hahas.ii bought a very sweet & cute chocolate.
it's tasty,shall buy again next time if ii visit e shop")
took bus home as rushing to watch the perfect cut2..
reach home safely my nauti bbies acpy.
love HIM lots.HUGS:D

*Though money cannot buy love,family ties,friendship,sisterhood
BUT no money will indeed make us vexed about it!!
I have so many things that ii wish to do,yet no $$$arh.
hais.anyone can intro job?
$$$$$$$$$$
OMG.

Lin Jie & Benny 's birthday jounrney(:

2009-03-04T07:56:00.000-08:00

On 3/3/09
what happens??
it's Lin Jie & Benny's birthday (:
Let pictures depicts all the happenings taken place in
1. buying groceries
2.weileng house
3.East coast park

Birthday boy (LinJie)

* putting the food in the cooler.

* prepare to go eastcoast. off we go & take transport le.

*Haf KFC b4 BBQ at eastcoast.
hahas.guess what sth funnie happens.
look at e chicken it's so small.lolx!!

*happily eating(:

*so nice KFC.

*Bbies & alvin lian. & mikale & lian
*start fire

*whole group of gang??

*At night.

*mikale & mimi

*whole group of "US"

*weileng & mikale(:

*photos of couple

*b'dae boy benny & caiyi

*their cake.

*preparin

Tat's the end of the BBQ session picture gallery.
hope you all enjoyed.(:
sorry for the small little photo.

Missing chou hao ren:(

2009-03-04T07:18:00.000-08:00

what am ii thinkin now?
ans: my chouhaoren.
she went to CHINA le. for studies and will only be bk at ard april.)"
the most sadded was ii today den know,
unable to ask her take care herself.
miss her voice and laughter.
and thanks chun hui for her concern.i bet she miss her sis too.
so much so much ii guess>:
don nod whether haoren eu will drop by my blog mah.
here is my msg to eu:
mus take good care of eurself.
drink lots water.& rmb take eur meals worh.
heex.& of cos miss eu alot alot(:
muackx lurb ''YOU''.
next is to:
ting,huairen,chunnie, eu guys mus tk lots of cares worh.miss the days with eu guys. meet up for a gatherin worh.
misses.loves
thanks for being part of my life.

probably I am emotional.
feelin quite down when this aftnon ii gotta know that haoren had went to china le.
But realli hopes that she's doin well over there.
today evening,ii went for my dance nra at np(:
hahas.aft so long,finally ii can dance again.
ii learnt so much today,it was fun.
today's choreo was realli good and nice.
(lolx.cant get it at first bt now okay okay)
went bk to plaza tgt with caiyi,xinyi,thoo.
Upon reaching interchange,ii left first to find Bbies & his famly at swesence
(gt spell wrong??)
ii ate cray fish pasta,nice but cant finish up.
today's peiwen birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIWEN(:
ate our dessert & off we went to shop.
thanks BBbies 's parent for the dinner:>
Bbies & i went off to meet up caiyi,thoo,benny,lian,jx,jiaming.
they were at mos burger.wow the fish burger smell nice.
lolx.chat for awhile and off we all walk tgt to acpy caiyi & mie hme.
safely hme with Bbie. jx & lian.(:

I AM BACK AGAIN.MIKALE("

2009-03-02T08:24:00.000-08:00

hello.I am back again to blog since the last post.
For the last two months,there are alots i had been through.
And here I am ready to share with anyone that might visit my blog.
heex.I think i miss blogging quite.>"
I just reached home.
Went over to Fajar to meet up misslok&leilei.
heex.finally ii saw my darling leilei le.
miss her laughter and her unique *voice.lolx!!
accompany them to have their supper.
next we move onto mac to haf french fries.
(it's fatty but we enjoyed while we chit chattinh).
At that point of time miss the times tgt with them.
esp leilei being her sitting partner for 2 YEARS!!
Guess what,ii am glad that we nv lost our friendship.
& I really treasure lots of their love & concern.
and our JIEMEIs will last oways<. Despite that,today ii went to town with bbies to buy his bag. hahas.finally bought the bag he long wish for. lolx!. Later,alvin lian,weileng,alvin thoo came to join us for shop shop. hahas.ii & weileng was addicted to the photohunt. As time shown 9.40plux,we took bus home. with bbies acpy to greenridge for late dinner.hahas. reach home safely.

Next before ii end my post for today,

ii am gonna share my storie during the missing days!!hehe.

Valentine's day:
It's a day that I will never forget.the day that ii first spend with bbies.
We took bus to suntec there, and alight at a busstop. we walked through the park and over to the clark quay. Saw alot of couple,their facial expression,is filled with happiness & loves.
I am super happy to spend the special day with my only bbies. though it might seems any normal day,but to mie it filled with alot of memo!.
we shop at the central point,grab some bites. Sit along at the s'pore river like alot of couples do. Watchin the flying thiggy.lolx!! people selling stalks of flowers,it just like the valentine's atmosphere lah.
A gal approach us,help us to take a unique kind of photo,forget the name le.lolx!!. Heex.thanks bbies. the sky fall, and it's dark. The lighting and windy fufill the atmosphere there, hahas.we had our valentine's dinner at a pub. they had specifically a couple meal for valentines day.lolx.filled our stomach with scrumptious dishes,and enjoy our wine included in the dinner. we sat n chat,and stroll to the clark quay river to sit,and tk photo. as time pass,the valentine's day had ended. n memo will nv be replaced and LOVE him lots.(:

His background<3

heex.the dish in the couple dinner(: yummies!!
and of course the cost does worth it ya.loxl!!

Loving (you) in 295th Days.

2009-01-02T06:26:00.000-08:00

today is 2ND day of year 2009.
now ii was at Dear's house resting on his new bed.
he playing yuki-o in living room tgt with jx,lj & lian.
right now, ii felt tire.
felt like no strength to move or even open mouth to speak.
& felt the urge to blog & speak out my mind in here.
this whole evening, was so mood swing. so sad & disappointed.
and anyhow talk, sorry to noobie.
now i could not get all this out of my mind.
it just keep on buggin mie, made me so emo & tire.
but i think i will be fine after all cause i am tohsinee(:

Saturday-Loving (you) in 288th days.

today early in the morn. i woke up & went to shop&save
buy ingredient to prepare food for venture outing.
aft which, started to do hotdog sandwich.
heex.Dear came over to find me, we went to bbp tgt to met them.
we venture all took bus to west coast.
lolx.was supposed a freshmen outing but only one freshmen turn up,
it in turns became our outing le.
we had our pinic, play freepies. playground.
lolx.had a lots of fun.
around 3pm plux,went to wash up tgt wit mimi.
heex.den miie,thoo,caiyi had to go off first for NRA night cycling at east coast.
heex..lobang sockwee's new car.
so cool man,she only ard 19 bah if not wron.
den nod how to drive car liao.super li hai sia!! n e feeling is damn diff")
off we went for night cycling together with nra freshie n senoirs.
it was so fun super interesting.
& thanks to xinyi, ii got a little chick toy. (cute)
lolx.caiyi,xinyi & mie was addicted to the game machine.
so fun, enjoyed alot.!!
had night cycling til e next morn, was super sleepy
but enjoyed alot together with nra<3>

Sunday-Loving (you) in 289th Days.

but i shall continue to post what i had done the last few days.
been MIA this few days, unable to blog.
haha. today I went over best boyfriend's relative house (peter foo uncle)
heex.had dinner over there, and his relative gave me christmas present.
after which his parent send me home.
and i reahed home safely with dear's accompany(:

Wednesday-Loving (you) in 293th Days.

Today is the last day of year 2008.
times pass really fast as if it is just yesterday.
and year 2008, was indeed spent with joy,tears,happiness,sadness,angerness.
And the time pass like nobody business and year 2009 had reached.
what's my year 2009 resolution?
1. I must study hard to achive good result and gets into BLT.
2.I must persist in my cca (NRA)
3. I must stay as cheerful as before.
4. I must love everyone esp parents & Dear (changengfai)
5. I must be a strong & happy mikale(:
6. I still will continue to pursue my dream in being a social worker/volunteer
7. Influence people around me to be happy.
8. Wish that beloved jiemeis,buddy,guardian angel,kors,family,relative,friends, will stay happy & healthy always.
9. continue to work & earn $$$$$$$
10. hope that no one that is close to me would ever leave me or suffer.
11. I will be a good & filial daughter
12. I wish that i would not get anymore hurts .
13. My life will be better
14. Eveything will go smoothly for me. (though ii know ther's no such thing)
15. of cause eveyone will smile happily(:
I think i still have alot of thing that ii wish to do so much, a long list for me to complete.
And hahas..ii remeber veri one impt thin.
is to slim down & wear alot of nice clothes lolx!!
heex.todae ii spent my day with dearest, jx,caiyi,benny,sam,eugene,boonleng,kimpo,chanwen,thoo,lj.
we were at the west coast(:
til around morn we all went back home.
Dear cme over to my house n stay.
ii felt so happy n enjoyed alot with dearest n all of them(:
Happy year 2009!! <3 style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">

for the 1st day of year2009,
ii spent it with noobie dear.
lolx.we slack at my home.
eat,talk,rest.
hahas..aft which, we went back to dear's house.
hahas.den watch tv.
lolx.den dear send mie home. and ii reached home safely.
went to haf a sweet sleep.
<3 style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">hahas..after writing so much, ii felt much better.
remenbering all the happy memories, ii think ii am fine le.
hahas..zhi yao xiao yi xiao mei she me shi guo bu liao.
hahas..jia you tohsinee(:
omg..when sch reopens guess what ii had tons of works to finish up.
but ii could not do anything yet.lolx!!
hahas..n ii got three project that ii have to finish up.
all will be coming at one shot once sch starts.
OMG OMG!!.
hahas..lolx!!JIAYOU!!(:

Merry Christmas. (287th days)

2008-12-25T07:22:00.000-08:00

Monday. LOving (You) in 284th Days.

today went to town together with jiemeis (xueyi & woan rei)
hahas..they acpy me to interview.
& aftermath we to shop shop lah.
hahas..spend our time in the levis shop,trying the jean.
lolx.we stayed in the nice & big fitting room quite awhile.
takine photos.macham the room is all ours de.
hahas..aft which, ii alone took bus back to interchange for venture meetin at plza mac.
heex..had venture meeting. & Dear & ii sit JInyou's car.
he nods how to drive worh.cool ya!!
hahas.Dear send miie home, acpy passed thin to misslok.
and off Dear went back home,& ii reached hme safely with Dear's accompany<3

Tuesday. Loving (you) in 285th days.

this morn ii did backswoodman tgt wit caiyi,amande,guanrong with the help of Harold(:
tonight, ii went to changi airport again le(:
hahas.together with beloved Dear, jx,thoo,chanwen,eugene.
tat time was ard 11.55pm plux bah.
took the last train til Tana Merah, & took cab over to terminal 3.
hehe. e last time ii cme to here, was during my b'dae.
hahas..the memories ther was unforgetable.
we all went to terminal 1, had burger king.
went to cheers, grab some chips & drinks.
heex..went to viewing mall, and settled ouself at a place.
play games, watch e funnie show in the laptop.
hahas..oso slept for awhile at ther.
it was super cold ..lolx. felt like everione was freexing.
it's morn, we all took train back.
the same thin, we slept in the train.
it's great spending my times with dear & them<3

Wednesday. Loving (you) in 286th Days.

reached the cck interchange, it was raining heavily.
took bus home to dear's house, & had a nap til ard 12plux.
hahas..went over to fajar, to haf my breakfast & bought ingredients.

went back hme, ii started to prepare.
today was to bake muffin & biscuits.
hahas..it's for christmas.
prepare the ingredients, guess what my kitchen was indeed a mess.
but lucky it's not so tiring when ii had to clean up.
though at first, baking wasnt a success one, but overall still okies(:
heex..stil edible lah.ii lurb baking sia(:
specially bake for Dear as well for my beloved family & his family & frenxs lah!!
oso did packaging for end product.
though it was simple, but it's al came from my heart <3>

Thursday. Loving (you) in 287th Days.

hahas..morn, ii was with Dear at his hs tgt wit jx & thoo.
ii went back home at ard 2pm plux.
started to slack n had lunch which was brought back by lovely mama.
heex..transfer songs over to my mp3.long time din use le,goin to rot liao!!
and ii was late le, ii faster went to bath & went over to cck mrt platform.
met up with noobie Dear,jx,lian,thoo,chanwen(:
took train to boonlay.
hahas,,we went to haf dinner at the new shopping centre JP2.
Hahas.had dinner at DIAN XIAO ER.
it's ex!! it's ex!!
but yummie yummie(:
hahas..it was going to 9.30le.
we decided to go back le.
hahas..took train back. walked a short distance to Dear's hs.
took lrt train at south view back home.
thanks noobie for his acpy. ("
Today was christmas DAY.
Heex.thanks to all beloved family,loves,& peeps for all eur wishes.
hahas..Merry Merry Christmas to all.
hoho..wat will ii get for my socks hanging on the window.lolx!!??
& guess what year 2009 is coming soon le............

heex..a few months had passed,& Danzation is over now.
missed those day's training.
miss the laughter,the tireness,the enjoyment,the toughness.
most imptly miss the time spendin with NRA memebers.
hahas..it was great, both performance was a success one.
heex..guess what ii had lost 2 kg last week.loxl!! (happie of cos)

Loving (you) in 280th Days.

2008-12-19T10:10:00.000-08:00

yuppie.yuppie.
Danzation started and it had ended for friday de(:
it was a successful one.
heex..it was DOPE!!
spend the whole day at ngee ann todae.
took lots of photo.
had a dry run before actual performance.
heex..the feeling was nervous & excited.
freshies gals & guys was super high, & they din stop giving encouragment
so good, the love was spreadin(:
& our senior too gif us alots orb gu li arh.
had a big & sweet hug frm Ann. heex.(:
Finally,dear had cme bk le.
heex..todae gta saw him,miss him lots lots!:)
wanted gif him a big big sweet hug<3>

L.O.V.E NRA(:

if things doesnt work out the way i want,

does it mean ii haf to stop puttin efforts.
& now ii am slowly getting use to it.
& just wake up from the dream.
NEVER A HAPPY ENDING SOMETIMES!!
treasure the last chance oways.

Loving (you) in 279th Days

2008-12-18T09:04:00.000-08:00

Ask me how's my feelin now??

I am so happy, I am so sad, I am so nervous, I am so scare!!
mix feeling made me stay awake.
spend my whole day in NP.
tomorrow & Saturday is DANZATION le(:
today, had a full dress rehersal,had our make up on.
and hairstyle our hair.
It was a successful run indeed.
everyone seems to be high,happy,and thankful<:
hahas..tomorrow must enjoy & chiong(:
feel e LOVE''

DANZATION 08
we are coming(:
JIAYOU!!<3>

why am ii so stubborn to hold on,

something that seems so impossible?
or this does not belong to me anymore.
and it's time that i had to face the cruel reality?
should not run away from it even this is so hurting?
thousands of clock "tick"tock" & wake me up !!
after all this is a DREAM!!
It's so CRUEL!!):

2008-12-16T10:08:00.000-08:00

Pictures!!
-The boyfriend & girlfriend. Hahaha.

THE INSANE GIRL! {posted by her}

Currently at Boyf's house. Helped her with the blog thing.
Ohmygod, she's so NOOB in these things. -.-
JIAYOU ba you.
DANZATION IS COMING~~ This friday and saturday wor.
She sooooo miss CGF! So, to CGF: Please come back quickly for her and love her lots lots! :D {Hope he sees this!}
Hmmm, i think that's all for this girl here. Hahaha.
Ohya, and i love her soooo much too~ *Oops. & my Dearest of course. Heehee. :P

Ciaos!

Loving (you) in 277th days.

2008-12-15T10:23:00.000-08:00

missing noobie dear so much ):
meet up kor(da sha gua) for breakfast at bangkit, had duck kueh tiao. yummie(;
went to queensway together with xinyi & vanessa. acpy xy to buy shoes.
as well search for shoes.
hahas. gt one shop de sale man damn funnie lah.
heex..he discount the shoes for mie alot.
$65 sia,should i buy?
stil considering..
went to danzation rehersal aftermath.
it ended at ard 10.45pm.
took bus bk,and walked hme.
today ii manage to do what i should do(:
loose 5kg.
miis .C.G.F <3

Loving (you) in 276th days.

2008-12-14T09:04:00.000-08:00

Her & Him <3

mikale.noobie(:

It's sunday!!lolx!!..but to me,it looks like any of the day.
However,tonite is not the same.
I will explain why further later.
heex..todae what ii had been through was just so simple yet,
rather worth it for me to live in this world for today(:
heex..spend my day with beloved noobie.")
had great breakfast, and wonderful day with him <3
after which, went to Lot 1 to search for black long baggy pants.
guess what, ii fail to buy ):
nvm.heex..rushed off to ngee ann for NRA rehersal(:
hahas..Danzation is coming soon,& it's so near.
we will be having rehersal everidae til the performance reach.
(19th & 20th of dec)
heex.my feelin now was nervous yet quite excited about it.
tonite,we had a full rehersal.
OMG..it was really touching, and BEST(:
hahas..everione dance veri well.
heex..tis is the reason why ii felt that tonite is not the same as anyday.
now it's late le, my kneecap had bruised wor,lolx!!
noobie is going to malaysia later in early morn le.
my next 4 days will be spend without him.
hais.ii think ii will miss him very much):

I want to lose 5kg worh(:

无畏的付出原来是不需要结果,
最后,该在乎的是过程.!!
但是,付出的代价似乎太大了.

Loving (you) in the day of 9th month.

2008-12-12T06:07:00.000-08:00

here ii am bloggin again.
today is the last paper. And know what exam is over le, and holidays start.
these week had been burning midnight oil.
scare & nervous is the only feeling that filled my mind.
but yet the same incident happened at the same timing, that cause me to lost my focus.
and i had no reason to cover up whatever action had negative effect to me.
no matter,everything seems to be over le, life still have to go on.(:
After exam, i went for briefing with my whole class.
lolx.we also learn how to do the handna painting (indian style).
it was rather interesting, ii started to draw & design. heex.(ii like it so much)
got to rush off for interview, thus ask permission to leave early.
aasson and mie left the class, ii went to sim to take bus.
ii was late.!! meet haorens at busstop.
that time was around 2.10, ii was really hungry,stomach keeps grumbling,din ate aything.
reached suntec, and went to find sweety shan ting(:
hehe.thank lots to her to buy bread for me to ease my hunger.
we all went to bugis den to filled application form.
by then was already 4plux le, i took mrt to plaza sin ther to buy two little cute brownie beloved noobie.
It's 9th month le.!! <3 love Dear (;
thanks ting for acpy mie ya.
went to met up xiaoyin.
aftermath, went to find dear and pass him the brownie. along the bus journey to find dear, ii saw two little boys was chasing for the bus ii was taking. lucky they managed to reach on time & took e bus(:

有些人不停的努力,就像追这巴士一样,
有些追得到,但有的就算在付出多少努力,也无结果.
就这样眼睁睁的让巴士跑了.
也许最终,该在乎的是过程并不是结果.
而没有了结果,这也代表这一切的一切都该结束了.

guardian angel bring me away from this world

2008-12-05T07:58:00.000-08:00

guardian angel. WHERE ARE YOU?
you promised that
agree to bring me away from this world when ii am sick and tired.
lolx.but now ii am so stuck in this world.
the more ii find excuses,the more ii am lying to myself.
ii am so deep into the trap.
take me out of the hole can?
ii no longer can haf the reason to convince me to carry on.
it's so deep and scary.
TAKE ME AWAY!!

god please bless that you wont take away mama.
or else ii cant find any motive to continue on.

Loving (you) in 265th days

2008-12-04T07:46:00.000-08:00

失望 is what ii am feeling now,yet mind was so confuse.

Had girls training just now, countdown to the performance day
left 15 days like that.
next went back to plaza together with caiyi,xinyi & thoo.
thanks for their concern(;
we had a chat at cafe cartel.
(ii had my favorite drink "snapple")
went home then.
hais..my back was in pain n my left leg seems like cannot reali totally step to the ground.
today during practical, it was raining and thunder storm strike so loudly.
and the lighting could be seen so clearly.
at that point of time, SCARED is what ii had.
ends sch at 4,went to library to study together with ricky & my nauti gal charlene.
thanks ricky for helping mie with my IPC.
suuddenly rmb on monday, ii committed the same mistake again.
ii nearly lost my e-zlink card due to my blurness & careleness.
hais..when can ii stop being this way.
but ii am sincerely thankful to that guy who lent mie money to tk bus.
hope that ii could see him again,to return him money as well to reali thank him foe his kindness.
common test is next week le, ii preparing.
GD LUCK to all my beloved frens. JIAYOu.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEET APPLE (SIM SHAN TING)

as days pass by,the hurt is becoming a toturing.
wish that rains could wash away the memories.
the memories is slowy deleting itself.
happiness is just short lived sometimes,it's just like a dream,
it vanish like how a bubble does.
it started to deny..
take me away, don wan any bits of me to stay in that world.

Loving (you) in 261th Days

2008-11-29T08:14:00.000-08:00

What happens for my day, shall let the picture to depict.

i am thankful to my kor & jie, and relative for all eur concern.
happiness filled mi wit all jus eur all's de concern n care.
thanks lots.

another cute cute bb.

see bb so cute, cadance sleeping arh!!..

Clarance kor's house with lots kids.

gift that i bgt for clarance kor's daughter,tomo is her one month.

此时此刻好低沉.

不明白这一切发生的事.
当初,是那么期待,以为的美好以渐渐眼变成失望.
不懂,也不想继续追问.
因为结果将是一样地.
现在就像一个迷路的小孩.
也许这并不是我应该走的路....

告诉我是我太傻了.!!

miss C.G.F dear so much<3

Loving (you) in 260 th Days.

2008-11-28T07:50:00.000-08:00

Rating of the day: ******

Just finished research microbio proect.
lolx.google on antibiotics resistance.''
eyes is heavy, and it seems it's going to close anytime.
thus a short post will do:
-thanks lots to my CATS group members, yea!!
(we had tried our best,& now leave to teacher to decide le)
-thanks huimin for a wonderful outing, had a great chat with her.
-thanks girlfriend for your encouragement.
-thanks beloved mama for cooking my favorite mian fen guo,
-thanks grandma for her relaxing massage.
yea(: ii had finish my credits to specific people..!!
Dear today went to NPC camp le. >:
miss C.G.F

It's came from HEART<3

这几天都看到你,有缘再相见!!,还记得我吗?

Loving (you) 259th Days.

2008-11-27T07:30:00.000-08:00

Rating of the day: *****

basically had microbiology practical today, lecture.
aft sch,do project with Ricky & Darren (2 smart guy) at library.
heex.saw limcaiyi & xinyi, they were studying ther too(:
project ended, so ii took bus to plaza to met up Dear(noobie)
had dinner (subway worh) tgt with him.
thank dear for acpy dinner, heex.a sweet HUG (") for him<3

took bus184 to np,went for nra gals item training.
was super jing zhang tonite, hands like trembling.
& ii got to know what i am poor in, i haf to work on it. JIAYOU!.
took bus hme. home sweet home, dad made hot porridge for mie,heex..yummie.
aft bath,went out to mac to met up galfrens, to tk e ticket $
as well, she help mie with my project. a big hug hug for her") thanks lots!!
tat's the end of my post le.
aih..wait tomo is my presentation,all the best worh to my grp members n miie")
miss C.G.F dear <3

If the ferry wheel had stopped turning,
does it mean everything have to finish??

Loving (you) 258th Days.

2008-11-26T08:53:00.000-08:00

it's raining now, ii just had a rest, blog, then project.outside was so cold ya.
rating for the day, 7 stars out of ten.
lolx!! I had 2 test total for the day.
oh god, hope i won't screw up.
i had to continue to buck up, left 2 more weeks to common tests ya!.
for this semester i could not fail any module. .
around evening time, went to marina square tgt with cats grp members
(chengxi,shiying,huiying)
finally we had done our filming, guess what we took lots of photo.
and thanks lots to my grp members for their time.
lolx. hope the video would not be a hilarious one. cos ii am so dumb dumb as an actor!!("
rush back to zss, their dinner had finish , but get the chance to see the scouts.
heex.they had their hair bota.
wish them all the best for their NPC camp. GD LUCK!!(:
thanks to dear, with his acompany, i reach home safely''0

love HIM lots<3

Dedicated to "eu" (smiling apple bextfrenx)

2008-11-21T05:51:00.000-08:00

The time now is 9.53pm.!!

Just drag myself up from bed, thought of taking a nap before revision.
lots of project things n tests, revision is waiting for me
But I cant get into my dreamland, flip & flip.
in the dark bedroom, was all my music &...
trains of thoughts cant stop swirling in my mind.
N memories flashed back to that year, that day.
If only I can fly back to that time,
I will never let go of the beautiful music box you had given me.
you know music box is what I wanted so much.
N guess what, the music box had shattered & e dancer stop turning.
& a jerk by my beloved mum, cut off my thoughts,
I realized it's too late.
what had left is pieces of glass n stains of blood of the dancer,
because you tried to picked it up for me, But...you hurt yourself.
& I can never get bk to that time again ANYMORE.
& what had left with me is your smile & background.

tell me where are you!!!

Loving (YoU) in 250th Days

2008-11-19T03:35:00.000-08:00

Just had my dinner. next here ii am blog.

today felt so sick during schooling, it's like becoming worse>"
(my medicine is not taking any effect??)
could not really concentrate during the lecture.
early morning had IPC practical, grateful that my partner (shirin) helped me a lot
(because I was super blur & low battery)
thanks my beloved classmates for all your concern & cares.
felt so sleepy & wish that i had bed beside me.
haha.so that ii can have a sweet nap!! (thinking too much) lol!!
felt so much better after i reached home,but starting to have cough.

"how ii wish he was with me now"

had a full stomach now, I going to revise and gets on with my tutorial, project work.
tons of work WAITING for me to finish up!!.
JIAYOU(:

曾经的诺言,已是空白的纸条.

想要的那片天空,似乎永远触摸不到.
在最后的出口,省下的也许只是我背影.

gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian

Loving (you) in 249th Days

2008-11-18T04:36:00.000-08:00

muaii beloved jiemeis. love eu gals<3

our b'dae cake (mochha flavor)

(baobei & miie)

love HIM so much,thanks for giving me this wonderful memories

wiish to stay in eur heart 4eva<3>

thanks lots to them for gving mie a wonderful b'dae(:

muaii ice cream cake. yummie!

Mood: sickly

Back again to post. was busy with studies & dance n all sorts of thins.

(& if only pack myself with alot of works,ii cld forget all tat,ii wish ii wont stop working)

went to m'sia on sat nite, see til muaii lots of relative & grandparents. n muaii little cute babies cousin. all day routine,was studies ,tutorial. common test iis coming soon, was muggin hard foe it. hope tat ii wont screw up again!!. Danzation is coming too(; heex..nervous. enjoyed all the training ii had,even though it was tough. n hope to improve myself more.Jiayou!! ytd muaii beloved jiemeis helped miie & miss neo to celebrate ours belated b'dae. hehe.had lots of fun tgt wit them. thanks lots to muaii jiemeis!(: n todae ii am so sick, my body was aching all over, n bacteria had attack miie le. falling sick soon, sore throat, running nose. hais.gta drinks lots n lots of water,so tat my heat will be reduce.
mus faster recover ya,heex.

Loving (You) in 236th Days

2008-11-05T09:28:00.000-08:00

hahas..muaii feelin now was hyper ( happy de hyper)
hehe..CONGRATS to muaii dear clarance kor kor arh(:
heex..his cute gal had just born, name cadance.
ii tink muaii jiejie & yi bo mus be damnn kaixin de!!.
lolx!! haf so much urge to see the new born baby lah!!
bt nei, she stil in icu, will be out onli two days time..(aw..must wait wait)
ii sincerely thankful to him & jiejie who oways gif miie support & nv fogets miie (mikale)
ii nod somehow in this world, ther are still ppl out ther cares foe miie!!
congrats to jiejie & korkor<3>they are a parent now,baby gal are so xingfu wor)
just came bk frm NRA. was super nervous jus now durin pactice.
abit screw up, thanks thoo foe pointing out muaii weakness woh(: haf a great chat wit limcaiyi <3..hehe..>
how ii wish so much to see the little cute baby!")
and oso miis noobie so much<3>

ned space foe miie to think!!

loVing (You) in 235 th Days(;

2008-11-03T08:33:00.000-08:00

Now it's already 00.34am liao.
jus finish revsion on physiology foe tomo's tests.
hope to do well..
right now...muaii mood was so low.
wat's all this, ii cant imagine it's coming back again.
(how am i feeling right now??)
knew that one day it will happen, sooner...bt ii don wish to happen it now..
it's just maybe too hard or sudden to accept.
tot that iif ii let go of the past, nothing will happen anymore, bt tat's not the case right now.
ii just do not haf the good feelin, or maybe bad omen that
anythin or somth bad will happen.
pls my guardian angel, protect muaii loves ones.
And ii will be the one!!
good ones will live longer rite? or tat's fate!!
Or even god could do nothing abt it.

tell me that
ii am thinking too much!!
cheer up:)

Loving (You) in 234th Days

2008-11-02T06:56:00.000-08:00

felt so sick rite now,heavy headache.
jus came bk from Dear's house.
was supposed to go Lot1 to haf dinner.
heex..But noobies's mama cooked wonderful dinner foe us.:"
~noodle soup wit lots ingredients(: & popiah too..
aft which,watch tv..
oso decorate muaii hp wit the help of dear's meimei (peiwen)
heex..DIY sia..so nice..
thanks lots to peiwen">
todee wk up quite late..
do muaii tutorial ,lab report.
heex..felt veri contented tat ii done muaii A math ttorial
mama cooked bak ku tei oso,veri nice..:0 yummie
oops..ate alot todea,bt neh..stomach was in pain.lolx!! (tan chi gui de hou guo)
tomo gt sch veri early,goin to rest soon..
Sweet Dreams")
MisiinG Dear<3

simple isn't equal to nothing. It is only simple.
Dont treat simple as if it is just as nothing.
simple are equally important ya!!
It isnt difficult to understand what is simple.
nothing complicated to the meaning of simple.
simple is happiness.

Loving (you) in 233th Days

2008-11-01T09:53:00.000-07:00

On fri, halloween nite.
Np hold a party at convention centre,hahas..
miie,may,shawnald,chengxi,jiajie,ben,timerthy,xiaoqiang & more nra were ther.
morn,went to acpy dear & consult doctor,sadded)" dear was sick..(hope he recover soon)
aft tat,took bus to AES,
met up wit cheng xi to sch..
same IS class as him..
lolx!! oso in e same project group..
Aft Cats class,went to cheerleadin. den met chengxi.
aft which,tgt wit him,went to sports stadium,waitin foe May,shawnald they all(:
aft watching e performance hold at stadium.
we all went to convention centre..
hahas..saw lots of familiar faces.
hees..lolx!!

mikale(:

miie.chansee")

may.miie.chengxi",

ballon was taken durin prac..hahas..make use of reaction to make it inflated")

miie & jacob.
lolx..he was at e party too as a security(:

now it's 00.55am
jus came bk frm Lian's hs.
morn was at venture, doin foot drils, kind of fun & funnie..
can imagine ii cant coordinate well wit muaii legs & hands(; Lol!!
haf KFC (zinger meal) foe my lunch,super full ya
went hme & had a shower & tgt wit dear,jx,lian,thoo,harold & gr tk lrt.
make our ways to dear's hs.
tk a nap, & do muaii A math tutorial.
had fish & chips foe dinner which,noobies's mama bgt foe us de(;
thanks lots(;
aft which,ard 9pm plux..tgt wit dear & jx walked to Lian's hs.
had yummie dou hua.thanks thoo(;
went home aft which wit dear's acpy to busstop")
missing noobies

Loving (You) in 228th Days")

2008-10-28T05:45:00.000-07:00

hehe(; notting better to do is to tk photo lah..("

ii've been emo tis few days ya, wat's wron..hais..& kept mood swing..
& vent anger anyhow?? noob mikale!!
thinkin of ther were times whenever ii had mood swing or down, the one who oways suffer will either muaii lovely bro or mama de..
ii am sorie to made them unhappie, bt was reali thankful foe they stay beside miie when ii need them so urgently.!! love them lots!!(:
ii do wonders wat will my life be without them??

lolx!!kind of random now: ii can hang on till now of cos is the support of muaii beloved muaii mama la!! hee(:
bt not forgettin ppl ard miie, esp dear,jiemeis,galfrens,venture buddies,guardian angel,candy and lots lots of ppl who were out ther,who cares foe miie(:

how ii wish that ii can spread muaii happiness
to muaii loves & peeps around miie(;

todea woke up quite late & quikly prepare lor!
went to tk bus, saw a few familiar faces : (shawnald,cheng xi,xue jun,zoe)..
heex..charlene & jack waited foe miie at e busstop!
hahas..walked tgt wit them to lecture ya..
den went foe physiology tutorial, was rather interesting, ii gt to learnt alot.
heex..started to fall in love wit tis module le.. hehe''
aft which,haf lunch at canteen 3, aih...was reali super late foe A math test.
hahas..due to ....
hehe(; bt lucky our lecturer was rather linear (wron spellin!!)
pray hard that ii cld do well foe tis tests...
n guess wat todea tohsinee was super duber SILLY & CLUMSY..
either keep knocking until ppl or forget to tk lecture notes when ii rush to test..
hahas..so went bk & tk, lucky it was still as safe la.
aft tat, went to IT helpdesk to cure my laptop..
den took bus 184 bk tgt wit Dongmei..(:
met up wit dear,jx & chanwen at jelepang st..tgt to zss(:
lian,weileng & lixian was ther too..help out wit e scouts.
aih..jus now tohsinee nauti,(" prank on Dear,jx & chanwen wit e help of weiquan..
hahas..lolx!!
aft which at ard 7pm plux, walked my way home..
ah ma was at home,she cooked a simple & yet yummie meal foe miie..thanks lots!!(:
here ii am bloggin & do some reflection!!

Hais..dear was coughing,n a bit running nose.
hopes that he recover soon..
heehee..ii oso gt ulcer on my tounge. Omg super pain sia!!
hais..cant eat fried food..
jus ate seaweed chicken & chicken nugget>
hehe("

drinks lots of water is the medicine.
& of cos laughter is the medicine too(:
heex..ii mus stop being emo le lah..lolx!!

Go Go jiayou mikale!! yuppie(;
(")
& all the best to O levels students & muaii beloved peeps..

Monday(: 227thdays!!

heex..public holidae ya..
hahas..wk up early in e morn ard 6.30am plux..& went to fajar work!!
alot of customer todae, busy like e flow will nv stop..
went hme aft work at 12..reach home & haf a nice bath..
took lrt & mrt to yew tee to meet up wit dear, lian,jx,lian,benny,chanwen & samuel(:
heex..walked our way to lian's relative condo.
they played basketball,while miie sit down & watch, interesting & funnie..
saw dear shoot in quite a no. of ball..heex(; clap clap"_
over ther, ii gt to nod a little boy boy, heex...he's vei cute..of cos likes kids & bady de wo, cant resist playing wit him..sob.however he had to go swimin le..:(
as the sky gets darker, we quickly go down to swiming pool, swim & play water.:
veri fun & enjoyable, seeing them playing "water fight" ..lolx!!
A heavy downpour, we haf no choice to go bath le..hehe(;
aft bath,took cab tgt wit dear,lian & jx bk to lot1 to haf diinner..heex(:
aft which,went bk to dear's hs & noobie tgt wit lian acpy miie home to change up..
hahas..went to met up wit caiyi & thoo foe nra dance(;
veri happie,dear send miie to interchange(:
todea's nra was about cleaning steps..hehe(: so fun..
haf supper tgt wit lian,thoo & caiyi at plaza mac(:
aft which, lian & thoo send caiyi den miie home by cab....yuppie & home sweet home...

lurb eu the 226th days(:

2008-10-26T08:41:00.001-07:00

mikale will be muaii new eng name(:

mii & noobie dear(:

snap shot be CGF.")

beloved dear(:

Basically wake up ard 9,35plux..
dragg myself out of e bed & went to wash up.
havin tutoring at 10am.
aft e tution, it was ard 12plux..
start to do muaii tutorial & ate maggie noodle..stomach was growling..
"" ii wan eat ii wan eat."
hahas..lolx!! aft which, was veri slepy & took a nap..
woke up by granny, n watch hot shot foe awhile & did muaii A math tutorial:''
went to haf quick bath & went out of e hs to lot 1 to met up dear,lian,caiyi,benny,jx, thoo,chanwen.
thanks lots tat they waited foe mie..(;
took bus 67 to bukit timah & haf steamboat.
was rather full & fun..
heex..den tk bus hme, dear send miie home;>

sacrifice foe someone eu love

will make tat peron feel happy & contented
it is worthwhile .
sacrifice isnt aythin worthless if eu love tat person.
it's oli action to prove or show the promise & words.

maybe ii am just a passerby.
walk in & walk out of life.
just to hope to seek foe.......

lurb eu the 225 th days(:

2008-10-25T10:20:00.000-07:00

hahas..went foe venture tis early morn.
aft which, tgt wit dear, lian, jx, & chanwen to haf pizza.
aft which, ii went bk hme to bath & clear up muaii hs..
heex..& went bk to e pizza hut, to find dear & they all("
took lrt bk to dear's hs..heex..
tk nap at dear hs..
ard 7pm plux..went to haf dinner at 253 tgt with noobie"I
i ate e tom yam xiao wan mian (veri spicy & nice of cos<:) hahas..following went bk to dear' hs.. at ard 11plux went bk home.. tk cab tgt wit lian & weileng as well noobie(: heex..reach hme, went to mislok hs n pass her e curve ruler lolx..stay at her hs foe ard 1hr plux to chat.. hahas..went hme den..(';

Friday(;

todae, went foe IS module.
heex..haf muaii CATS class at 1pm..
the class was indeed interesting & e time do pass veri fast.
lolx!! went foe cheer leading den..
todae is start of the training, learnt some new stuff ..
it was quite fun ya..lolx!! our coach was veri macho & counted fit bah!!
heex..aft IS, saw thoo, shawnald, yan shun..stay tgt wit them..
hahas..den went to studio 18 to find caiyi foe self prac foe gals..
heex.xinyi, joanna,vanessa & debra was ther too(:
ard 6.30plux..end our prac, went to studio 18 to find shawnald to pass him bk e spec..
hahas..went to 73 too..
aft which,tgt wit thoo tk bus to bbp..
reaching interchange took bus 975 to dear's hs."_
lian,jx,lj & chanwen was at noobie hs too"_:
hahas..at ard 11plux, dear send miie to bus stop..
OMG..on e way to busstop, ther was a cat,keeps followed us...
out of no reason, ii felt so scare..& kept worry tat iit will bite miie..
hais..e memories seems to flash bk & it was as scary as the dream..
lucky at tat point of time, dear was beside miie, protectin miie(:
hahas..went hme by lrt den(:

Thursday, lurb eu the 223th days(:

ends sch at 4pm..
heex..went to queensway tgt wit dear by several changin of bus..lolx!!
both of us was like blur blur don nod which bus to tk..
hahas..lolx!!
haf lunch cum dinner at ther..
ii had muaii favorite curry chicken rice & dear haf e usual "laksa"
heex..aft eating we went foe shoppin(:
ii bought a sport bra esp foe cheerleading..
hahas..dear bought a bag,,heex..having a hard time deciding which kind of bags to buy..
hahas..ii was craving foe a bag & high cut shoes..
hahas..lolx!! went bk by cab to dear's hs..
aft which, took bus bk hme...
it was raining heavily tat nite..
so cold & chill..
hahas...

lurb eu the 222th days(:

2008-10-22T10:05:00.000-07:00

heex..todae, slep til 10am plux, n went to wash up & went out to tk bus(:
hahas..den met up beloved dear at canteen 1 to haf lunch tgt.
heex..veri kaixin to see noobie(;
hahas..aft which,ii went to study le..
while dear helped miie tk my laptop bk home:>
thanks noobies so muc..("
end all muaii lesson at ard 5 plux.
heex..went to studio 18 to met up wit limcaiyi..
haf self prac tgt wit huixian,vanessa & caiyi(:
heex..den joanna,xinyi was tgt wit us eating dinner at canteen 1..
hahas..we all went up studiio 73..
ard 8.40plux..our trainig starts(:
haahs..it was though tiring bt fun..love dance more & more.
hehe(: aft dance, miie,caiyi,benny,thoo & joyce were at mac..
hahas..dear cme to find miie(;
ii was veri happie whenever dear cme fetch miie..(:"
aft eating, dear send mie hme..
we took bus 920..
hahas..dear stayed at muaii hs foe awhile..n went bk hme..
lurve dear veri much(:

choose not to give up is
equal to work hard.
& double effort
ii it right ii choose nt to give up on it..
will it end up ii am the one who suffers all tis..
BMS , ii will not give up de.
Double hearts & double efforts(:
Jiayou("

BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE.

lurb eu the 220th days(;

2008-10-20T00:26:00.000-07:00

todea ii did attend sch, was having slight fever e last two days.
be a pig till ard 11 am plux..wake up,feelin dizzy ya"(
body was aching all over...hais!!
wash up & went to fajar.
hahas..andy uncle ask miie eat soup marcroni as ii was siick.
aft eating, went to consult e physician abt my left hand
it seems getting worse ya..
aft tat went home, & start doin sch work,since ii cant slep..
now nanny had jus reach our hs, hehe(; she gg to cook porridge foe us to eat..
now my house gt two siick patients : (muaii dro & miie)
lolx!!
heex..ard 4pm plux, went to interchange to met up wit dear
hahas.aft which, tk bus tgt wit noobie to his hs & tk muaii stuff n went off to tk bus to np")
heex..went to met up wit caiyi foe nra<;
aft nra, tgt wit caiyi, thoo & benny haf super at mac.
heex..went hme aft tat(;

On fri,

ii attend IS. went foe CATS class. got to know muaii new classmates..heex..so qiao gt one nra frenx (chengxi). heex..went to sports & wellneww aftwards. no much sports left foe miie to choose when ii reach. hahas..guess wat gt myself into : cheerleadinG.
hais..ii wonder how will ii survive or myabe ii will like this sportx..

be4 muaii IS, had lunch tgt wit dear,jx & lian at SIM..heex..ate a big servings of chicken chop .cant finish up"( . aft which we went to our space to rest. aft muaii IS, lian & dear was waiting foe miie. den we wen bk tgt to dear's hs..acpy dear to limbang to play bbk tgt wit benny,lian,chan wen. heex..ii oso played aft e lights off. ii train shooting balls.hahas.fun(; den went bk to dear's hs..print smth.
and dear cme to my hs n stayed til next day foe venture(: veri happies(''

On sat,

Din attend venture cos haf to work at tanGs building as a promoter. heex..wk up & make breakfast foe dear. Aft dear left hs to venture, ii went to prepare & went out to tk bus to town.
heex..todae was muaii 1st day. hmm..helping in promoting converse bag. heex..it was tiring & supper borin when ther is no customer. hais.."( though it wasnt a tough job, bt alone workin will bored ppl to emo..hahas..standing whole day wit oli one break, made my two legs pain ya..ohmygosh:* was super happy when e time strike 9.30pm. it's time foe miie to get off frm work. hahas..tk bus home. home sweet home..
bath le..pack up thinx..& went out to tk lrt..hahas..tonite tone at dear's hs tgt wit lian they alx.

On Sun,

woke up & went to bath. aft changed up, ii decided to go 253 be4 take bus. heex..noobie's mama made a cup hot millo foe mie. heex:) feel so xingfu at tat moment:.
den jx acpy mie to 253 and to interchange. lolx!! thanks lots to jx(:

went to tk 190, hais..ii miss 2 buses end up late foe work. hahas..during working time, jx & sam cme to look foe miie.. was surprise tat they cme. lolx!! ii had my break tgt wit them.hehe(; they acpy eat & crack lots jokes. hahas..ard evening time, galfren & zhongjie cme to find miie too..hehe(; super happy to see galfrenx bt foe oli a short moment ya:( lolx..
todae tanGs open till 8.30mpm nia, so knocked early..heex..went to tk bus bk to bbp.
hahas..dear cme to fetch miie at e busstop(: lurb him<3>

lurb eu the 216th days(;

2008-10-16T09:28:00.000-07:00

如果有一千零一个愿望..
我希望陈敬辉,他会永远的快乐,健康..
我希望身边的人能快乐,健康.
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Everything is okay in the end.
If it's not okay, then it's not the end.