微笑的勇气

Back again here to write down what I am thinking now,
or what I wish to say in here.
It is the one who listen to me without complaining that I am noisy.
so what I am gonna to say here now is

Never give up till the end!!
why not do our best before we say that we could not do it at all.
sometimes, this is how I encourage Qi.
But I found out it was rather easier to say out than act.

I remember that night, I cant stop thinking that how can I move on in dancing.
cause I fear of people looking at me,
and how will I react toward comments about me.
the fear inside me, trigger my mind to think of giving up cause I was afraid.
However, I knew if now I do not give myself a chance to give it a try ,
how would I know I will fail/success!!
so I decided to move on.
and now I putting my heart into in, so to feel......

that's another part of story in TohSinEe's life.
there is a period of time,
I had many things for me to deal with.
and I am STUCK.

Cause I cannot separate myself nor either I have magic.
that kind of feeling is so s**k, whenever you could not handle all the matter together
or to cope with the time management.
But to explain to the people around you to make them understand is like so hard.
and when they could not understand for why you could not make it, heart feel kind of sad.
Also could not deny that I am not stuck when I am in such a state.

So I trying my best in everything I have to do.
and no matter what I do not wish to give up in anything that I have with.
I will continue to treasure you all for being part of my life (:, and thanks for what is happening in my life, cause I am still living now. (Right?)

Life never always goes the way we want. Life is not always sweet. This is because
we are to learn to find that little bit of happiness in bitter life we are going through.

heart beats like so fast, thinking about tomorrow what is going to happen....