微笑的勇气

On the phone,on my way back home;
(hokkien)
''Ah girl,are you on your way back'', asked my granny
"yea I am on my way back" I answered
The moment I reached home, she prepared food for me to eat,
she got a cup of barley that she cooked for me.
She never emphasize on how much effort she had put for us.
she remained silent, her silent contribution,
sometimes I do agree I take her for granted, but..
deep in my heart, after ah gong had left,
I knew I never want any of my love ones leave before me.
because it is a painful memory and a scar that i had to wear forever.
the need to endure when you miss them,the endurance you had to put up with the fact is they had left us.
I looked at granny's face,she looked older and her face was much more wrinkled.
her action was getting slower,she was getting weaker.
whenever she fall sick, started to get worried that she might leave me at any point of time,
but as she recover, thanks god she was beside me laughing happily.
(Love ones around me are not allow to leave before me,be it I am selfish.)
a simple of her concern, warmth my heart deeply.
cannot imagine what would happen,if one day any of love ones would leave this world.

"Emo face"
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